Things are better now.

Broken heart.


As I write this I feel that my heart is broken in many pieces.
We just found out that our two-year-old boy has Autism.
This little boy is the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me.
I adore him with all my heart.
I know that today is the first day of a new life for all of us in our family.
I know that many things are going to change.
We also have a 4-year-old girl and a 15-year-old teenager.
We are strong and smart people and I know that we will know how to deal with this.
But strength and intelligence doesn't change the way I feel right now.
I am in pain, a deep pain that I can't explain.
I don't want my little boy to suffer rejection. I want people to love
and understand him, I want him to be happy.
I will do anything to make sure that our boy is happy.
I need to be stronger than ever for him and for the rest of my family.